I didn't really expect this to happen so it's all a little insane, I'm not usually someone who gets swept up in feelings. It just sort of happened for us. We had to talk through a lot of rough stuff first, but it felt great when we got past it and onto the same page.
My friend Erik just left and it gave me reasons to pause on all of this, but I don't know, nothing I've tried to say to convince myself not to has worked. I just really want to be with him. So I guess I give up!
[ Hilda doesn't intentionally mean to change the subject, but the thought blurts out before she stop it. She hadn't had time to check in on the man that she'd landed unexpectedly in a group with Haelva with in orderย to help process bodies. With the reactions he'd had during the ordeal, she had meant to check in on him but hadn't had the opportunity to. ]ย
[ She falls for people hard and fast, in an emotional sense, platonically most of all. Julia is a lonely person. She grasps at friends. ]
It should scare me with the Doctor but it doesn't. I mean, I say that, but if he does go, prepare yourself for me sobbing on the ground and needing depression sweats.
[ She doesn't think there's anything wrong with that. Especially when there's feeling and truth behind those bonds. In fact, it's admirable that she thinks people have the propensity to hold so much room in their hearts for others. ]
Carpe diem, seize the day. We told each other all the worst things about ourselves probably as a last ditch effort to make the other one reconsider, and it didn't work, so we're in this.
Ignore my negativity though, I am genuinely happy about it!
Oh he does, he's lost a lot of people, just like I have. It's hard to keep repairing yourself after every loss, but sometimes you have to. And when you stop wanting to make new ones, it's a bad situation.
Yeah, I've been in a few. I had two ones I'd call 'major' that aren't like ... middle school or high school nonsense. I had a college boyfriend James who is a really good person. A witch who hated me erased his memory of me, but I let it go because he'd be happier without me. The second was Richard, who was murdered in front of me. So you know. Baggage.
[ Even if she isn't entirely certain what middle school or high school are. Are they schools that you have to climb to in order to attend? Come to think of it Eddie or Wanda or Adrienne might have mentioned it in passing. ]
They're very common in my world. People are encouraged to date around, find a person they actually want to be with for their lives, or numerous someones, in some cases. Relationships and love are very messy, half of marriages end in divorce, but people keep looking for it anyway.
I had a whole plan with James where we were going to go to law school together and then probably get married afterward, and I hope he did find that with someone else.
Have you considered dating anyone around here? I guess I can't really see marrying here, considering all the uncertainty, but it's not like life is certain anywhere.
Law school is out since I can't do it here and I can't do it at home anymore, I have other responsibilities. But I'd love to get married some day, yeah.
Oh? That's great! Is it super private or can I ask for details?
[ And kissing Alucard on the side - but that doesn't feel like quite an established thing that she's ready to speak to without speaking to Alucard about it first. ]
[ That feels like a story better told in person however. Not that she's spoken about the disastrous conversation that they'd had that still decides to resurface and play back in her mind unbidden. ]
[ The words that glitter and shine on the surface she's reading them on make her tear up a little bit - even if she feels somewhat undeserving of them. There's clearly some dusting that needs to be done in her office. ]
I'm your friend because all of that is true. But I know it's impossible to believe other people when you don't feel that way yourself. I get in these moods where I feel like I'm scum and no one should ever care about me. And there's not really a way someone else can convince me, in that moment, that it's untrue. It's hard to ignore intrusive thoughts, but we should.
See, now that I said that, you'll know my first thought is 'I'm definitely the one who is going to screw it up.' The Doctor isn't used to relationships, this is all very weird and new to him. But UGH I really like him. It's so embarrassing how much I like him.
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My friend Erik just left and it gave me reasons to pause on all of this, but I don't know, nothing I've tried to say to convince myself not to has worked. I just really want to be with him. So I guess I give up!
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[ Hilda doesn't intentionally mean to change the subject, but the thought blurts out before she stop it. She hadn't had time to check in on the man that she'd landed unexpectedly in a group with Haelva with in orderย to help process bodies. With the reactions he'd had during the ordeal, she had meant to check in on him but hadn't had the opportunity to. ]ย
๐ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ป๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ, ๐๐ถ๐ญ๐ช๐ข. ๐'๐ฎ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ณ๐ณ๐บ. ...๐ ๐ค๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ง๐ต ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ. ๐๐ต ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ. ๐๐ฐ๐ต ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ง๐ต ๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ต ๐บ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ. ๐๐ต ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ.
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[ She hasn't cried out all her tears on that loss yet. ]
He was very important to me. We only knew each other six months but it felt like we were family. It really sucks.
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[ It's no consolation to having someone close to you leave, but it's the only thing she feels she can do in this moment. ]
๐๐ข๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ?
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[ She falls for people hard and fast, in an emotional sense, platonically most of all. Julia is a lonely person. She grasps at friends. ]
It should scare me with the Doctor but it doesn't. I mean, I say that, but if he does go, prepare yourself for me sobbing on the ground and needing depression sweats.
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๐๐ฆ๐บ! ๐๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ, ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ข๐บ? ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐น๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ.
[ But of course it goes without saying that she'll be there to pick her off the ground and sit there with her for however long she needed. ]
๐๐ต'๐ด ๐ข ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ. ...๐ ๐ค๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ง๐ต ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ญ๐บ. ๐๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ต ๐ช๐ด๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ช๐ณ๐ด๐ต ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต'๐ด ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ง๐ต ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ช๐ต'๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ช๐ณ๐ด๐ต ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ด๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ. ๐๐ต ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ป๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ช๐ป๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ.
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Ignore my negativity though, I am genuinely happy about it!
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๐ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ฐ๐ค๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ. ๐๐ต ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ต๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ. ๐๐ถ๐ต ๐'๐ฎ ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ง๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ.
๐๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฑ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ? ๐๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ข๐ด๐ฌ?
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Yeah, I've been in a few. I had two ones I'd call 'major' that aren't like ... middle school or high school nonsense. I had a college boyfriend James who is a really good person. A witch who hated me erased his memory of me, but I let it go because he'd be happier without me. The second was Richard, who was murdered in front of me. So you know. Baggage.
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[ Even if she isn't entirely certain what middle school or high school are. Are they schools that you have to climb to in order to attend? Come to think of it Eddie or Wanda or Adrienne might have mentioned it in passing. ]
๐๐ฆ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ. ๐๐ง ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ค๐ฉ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ด ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ค๐ณ๐ฐ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ.
๐๐ถ๐ญ๐ต๐ช๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฑ๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ต๐บ๐ฑ๐ช๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ. ๐๐ฏ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ช๐ข๐จ๐ฆ.
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So does that mean you haven't had one?
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๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ. ๐๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ด ๐ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด. ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐จ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข ๐ข๐ง๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ.
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๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ง๐ถ๐ฏ. ๐ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช๐ง ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ.
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Have you considered dating anyone around here? I guess I can't really see marrying here, considering all the uncertainty, but it's not like life is certain anywhere.
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๐ ๐จ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐...๐ด๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ?
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Oh? That's great! Is it super private or can I ask for details?
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(๐๐ญ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ต๐ญ๐บ, ๐'๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ช๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ข๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ (๏ฝฅฯ<)โ)
[ There's a pause. ]
๐๐ฐ! ๐๐ฐ, ๐ช๐ต'๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ช๐ท๐ข๐ต๐ฆ. ๐ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต...๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ต ๐ช๐ด. ๐๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ช๐ต. ๐'๐ฎ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฑ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐๐ญ๐ข๐ถ๐ฅ๐ฆ. ๐๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐บ๐ญ๐ท๐ข๐ช๐ฏ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ญ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฐ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ.
[ And kissing Alucard on the side - but that doesn't feel like quite an established thing that she's ready to speak to without speaking to Alucard about it first. ]
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Ooo la la, a twofer. But threesomes seem like the kind of thing that should be definitely talked out.
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[ That feels like a story better told in person however. Not that she's spoken about the disastrous conversation that they'd had that still decides to resurface and play back in her mind unbidden. ]
๐'๐ฎ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐'๐ฎ ๐ค๐ถ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ช๐ต, ๐๐ถ๐ญ๐ช๐ข. ๐๐ถ๐ต ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ต๐ณ๐บ.
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Like no offense or anything, it's just you should be happy to be in a relationship.
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๐๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ง๐ง๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ต๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฏ. ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต.
๐๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐บ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ต๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ. ๐'๐ฎ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐'๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต ๐ง๐ช๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต'๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ. ๐๐ถ๐ต ๐ธ๐ฆ'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ. ๐๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ด๐ข๐ช๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ. ๐๐ฆ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐บ๐ฑ๐ช๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ช๐ข๐จ๐ฆ.
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๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ, ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ข๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต. ๐๐ถ๐ต ๐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ, ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ฐ๐ค๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ช๐ด ๐ญ๐ถ๐ค๐ฌ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐'๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ถ๐ค๐ฌ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ด ๐ข ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ.
๐๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ค๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ช๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ฐ๐ค๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ณ๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ, ๐ฉ๐ฆ'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ.
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See, now that I said that, you'll know my first thought is 'I'm definitely the one who is going to screw it up.' The Doctor isn't used to relationships, this is all very weird and new to him. But UGH I really like him. It's so embarrassing how much I like him.
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can wrap on this cute convo