[ The words that glitter and shine on the surface she's reading them on make her tear up a little bit - even if she feels somewhat undeserving of them. There's clearly some dusting that needs to be done in her office. ]
I'm your friend because all of that is true. But I know it's impossible to believe other people when you don't feel that way yourself. I get in these moods where I feel like I'm scum and no one should ever care about me. And there's not really a way someone else can convince me, in that moment, that it's untrue. It's hard to ignore intrusive thoughts, but we should.
See, now that I said that, you'll know my first thought is 'I'm definitely the one who is going to screw it up.' The Doctor isn't used to relationships, this is all very weird and new to him. But UGH I really like him. It's so embarrassing how much I like him.
[ She knows what Julia is saying is right because she'd say the same to any of her friends too. Which is why she launches right back into reassuring her - sending them down a perpetual cycle. ]
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Like no offense or anything, it's just you should be happy to be in a relationship.
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𝘕𝘰 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘯. 𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵.
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺. 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭. 𝘐'𝘮 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐'𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘦'𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘦𝘦. 𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘐 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘸𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯'𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘦𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘋𝘦𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘍𝘰𝘥𝘭𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘨𝘦.
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𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥, 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘋𝘰𝘤𝘵𝘰𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐'𝘮 𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥.
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘋𝘰𝘤𝘵𝘰𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘩𝘦'𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦.
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See, now that I said that, you'll know my first thought is 'I'm definitely the one who is going to screw it up.' The Doctor isn't used to relationships, this is all very weird and new to him. But UGH I really like him. It's so embarrassing how much I like him.
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𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭. 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦. 𝘐𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘥𝘮𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵.
𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦. 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩. 𝘚𝘰 𝘐 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘩 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵, 𝘐'𝘮 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳?
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[ Except maybe roommates...or friends. ]
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘵𝘰, 𝘑𝘶𝘭𝘪𝘢. 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱.
can wrap on this cute convo