theidlemaiden: (Default)
Hilda Valentine Goneril ([personal profile] theidlemaiden) wrote2022-11-26 05:11 pm
Entry tags:
carmesi: <user name="berks"> (Default)

[personal profile] carmesi 2024-10-11 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
( it is quite the exceptional place, one of the more expensive inns that wanda hasn't really turned to look at because she isn't sure (and doesn't want to know) if she'll be able to afford, and matt's never cared about how a place looks anyway, so it's not like he can enjoy any of the sights and views.

wanda heads for the plush sofa in the room, taking off her boots and comfortably sitting down, legs pulled up under her—looking around, leaning back, letting herself relax. )


I'm not offering to pay anymore. ( —the offer is off the table, even if she had offered matt to do so. ) Do you want to sit for a bit?

( before they even consider the hot springs. )
carmesi: <user name="berks"> (Default)

[personal profile] carmesi 2024-10-14 03:49 pm (UTC)(link)
( maybe it's the fact that wanda finds it easy to be cozy in the intimacy of a private space, without prying eyes, or maybe it's the allowing herself to relax with hilda— what happens, though, is that wanda leans against the other woman, allowing herself to be snuggled upon without much protest. )

It's just been — a couple of tiring months.

( they've been here so long, and they don't seem to be able to catch breaks proper, despite moments like this. )

I guess I miss some of the conveniences from home, too.
carmesi: <user name="berks"> (Default)

[personal profile] carmesi 2024-10-14 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
( wanda doesn't think she could properly encapsulate what all 'technology' stands for in her more modern world. the conveniences of every day life, exacerbated by their lack here. )

You remember the television I showed you? There are these — big theaters. You can go to them to watch movies. The chairs are comfortable, there's air conditioning—cool air that keeps being pushed in through vents, and you sit in the dark to watch people acting.

( a small comfort that she'd found while in america. she was just one more of many, and she could get lost in someone else's life. )

There's no real mindless distraction here in Abraxas. Maybe in the Cities, but we have to make our own entertainment in Solvunn.

( quite literally, too. what with wanda hexing a mirror to become a tv. )
carmesi: <user name="berks"> (Default)

[personal profile] carmesi 2024-10-27 02:50 pm (UTC)(link)
( wanda feels so tired lately, and when hilda mentions ed, knowing that he is gone now, wanda can't help but feel that exhaustion spread to her bones. they've been here so long, the two of them, and while things have had their lows, the highs have been nurturing and restorative; still, with a pact to a god, the constant ebb and flow of shame and guilt from her past, making herself believe and trust in a future that she herself doesn't really believe is going to happen at all—

this is when wanda leans heavily into hilda, hiding her face against her friend, like a child is wont to do when wanting comfort and to hide away from the world. )


I like books.

( is what she says, quietly, and nocwich has many that she enjoys reading. )

The selection in Solvunn isn't so great.

( there's exhaustion in her words, but also her tone makes it sound as if she wants to say more yet can't bring herself to do so without her throat tightening and tears prickling at her eyes. it'd be impossible for hilda to ignore it, and wanda is too tired to try and hide it from her.

and, perhaps, the only hint that something is wrong—that wanda is fully aware is wrong, and doesn't want to cause others to know and worry, are the following words: )


...don't tell Matt.