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Hilda Valentine Goneril ([personal profile] theidlemaiden) wrote2022-11-26 05:11 pm
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[personal profile] takeatrip 2023-03-07 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
[There's another delay, but this time much shorter, just half an hour or so. Even though he's feeling comparatively better at the moment, it's still so difficult to focus enough to send a message.]

T̵͔̜̤̳̐͆͝ȟ̶̥̲e̶̛̻̥͊́͂͝͝y̸̼̻̲̯̌ look diff̴̧̲̱̣̀̆͘͜ẹ̷̦̜̭̄̉̕͠r̷̛̭̺̪͍̝͈̻͎͂͌́͝e̴̪̅̊̔͝͠n̵̖̆ṭ̸̣̣̺̼͎̼̀͌͋̆̌̇ͅ. T̸̡͙̘̤͒̆̀̌̏̕͠͝h̶͚̭͍̮̲̦̓͜è̸̺̥̳̣̱͉̋̕͠ỹ̸̧̗̝̟̃̑'̶͖̖̼̭͇̌r̸̢͖̩̼̻̄̽̕͠e̵̟͕̥̭͓̭̫̭̾̈͝ ̷͈̘̥͖͕̝̟̝̽b̷̢̝̫̥̳͙̥̄̇̔̐leeding and whispering.

[Somehow the whispering is the strangest part of it all.]
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[personal profile] takeatrip 2023-03-08 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
[She is right but he doesn't confirm it, only really able to focus on one thing at a time for the moment.]

No, I c̸͎͎̅͊̂̇̆̕̚a̷̢̡̗̮̠̟̬͍̎̕͝n̸̙͖̙͔͈̺̓͆̀̆̑̓͒̕'̴̦̯̦̹̍̓̉̂̿̃t̸̲̮̟̜̭̣͘͜ ̸̖̌̌͋̔͆͝ț̵̤͚́̐͜ë̷͜l̵̨̓͊̊͑̕ļ̶̖̘̜̠̰͗̂̓̔͛̄͗͐,̸̠̠͖͕̫̩͕͌̋̀͝ ̴͕̙͇̠̺͚͆̆͌̅̐̑̇̕b̶̹̲̼͋̋͆̑̈́̔͐͜͠u̷̧̩͍̠̇̓̀̅̊̈́͝t̷̤͎̯̲̆͑̆̍̊̇͂̏ ̴̭̈́͑̊̓͝͝į̷̛͈̦̦͚̏͒̔ṭ̸̛͖̝̣̫̄ shakes l̴̨͈͉̀̈́̋̌̐̃̕̕î̷̻͈͊͂k̴̛͓̤͇̮̦͖͚̊̀̃̃̋͠e̷̛͖͆̉̓͑͐̈̓ ̶̬̪̓͠it's alive. Maybe they are.

[At this point anything could be possible and he probably wouldn't question it. Why couldn't the shrines be alive somehow?]
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[personal profile] takeatrip 2023-03-09 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
[There's more he should tell her, about the charms and the fact that the shrines can be opened, but it's second hand knowledge and even considering trying to accurately pass on the information is an overwhelming thought. So although he might've otherwise ignored her question, or tried to deflect, right now it's easier to just take the brief distraction.]

Į̴̜̲͐̉̀͗̆͐'̸̮̇̀͑m̵̢̜̝̗̮̤̼̉͋̔͝͝ alive, so I̶͈͉̬̿̈́̾͛̇ ̶̢̯̘͔͉̌͆̀ḡ̵̡̦̼̫͉̖ų̴̬̼̫̲̫̪̄ḛ̶̛̭͈̾̾̑͝͠͠s̶̨̨̛̪̺̺̲̬̜͒̇s̵̢͍͓̭̹̥̈͂̉̽̔̌̈́ ̵̗̈́Ǐ̵͉̘̮̋͆͋͂ͅͅ ̷̢̜̙̟̦͈̗̈́̀̊̓͛̋̍c̷̦̪̏̌̊͛͠o̸̢̘̤̹͂̕͘͠ừ̷̼͇͚̝̅̎̀̊l̶̝͇͚͍̻̂̿̎̌̑̕͠͝d̷̢͔̲̂ be worse.

[The absolute lowest of low bars here, but y'know. But after a brief delay, he adds--]

Peȏ̶̡͈͚͕͙̙͆̆̃̀͜p̴̺͙̯̹̹̠͓̈́̍l̶̨̞̗̣̻̦̓̒̇́ė̴͍̪̎̑̈́ ̵̡̞̲̠̚̚̚͝͝a̷̞̤̺͐̑̕r̸̩̀͑̔̇̄ȩ̷̩̝̫̦͔̲̍̅̔͒n't doinǵ̷̲̠͚̩̪̓̂̔̂͝ ̵̺̬͆͑͐̾̕̚͘͠t̵̗̤͙̲̻̝͇̚͠ǫ̷̛͇̼̼̦͗̈̎͘͠o̷̡͖͖͎̯̯̊͆͂̚ ̴̘̣̹̫̳̃ͅgood.
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[personal profile] takeatrip 2023-03-10 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
T̴͖̩̘̊̂̎̾̍͛̏ḩ̵̘̝̪̯͚̩̿͑̍̋̄͝a̵̼̠̫̯̖͉̹̯͒̐͜͝͠t̶̟̼̟͙͇̳͎̋̋̍̓͝'̷̻̣͔̼̘͗̋͐̀͒͂͝ͅs̷̨̞̞̩̻̙̈́͑̾̀̓̈́̂́̚ true. Not dying'̷͙̟̮͖͓̉̄ͅs̷̨̮̘̃̆͝ ̵̻͙̼̤̙̥͊̄́͒͜͠l̷̗̯̻̳̰̓̾͑͝ỉ̴͔̓̿͊̿̈͂̚͝k̵̪̪̓̍́̓̾͘e̸̳̙͙̪̰̋̉̅̿͆͊͝ 95% o̶̧̖̟̼͓̳̕f̶̡̢̡̛̖̺̆̓̅̇̽̅͝ ̶̨̡̤̦͉͓̳͌͑m̸̡͇̗̱̦͈̜̫̤͆̀̅͐͊͆̽y job.

[It's a terribly weak attempt at a joke, but it's also accurate, and it probably is much of the reason he's still at all functional. That won't last for too much longer, though, which he's vaguely aware of, and he tries to gather his thoughts.]

T̴̩͍͎͇̦͖̑͒̏h̷̙̺͕̝̀͒̒̒̈ę̴̳̖̙̈̌͑̏͋͘͠y̴̡̡̺͎̦̱̰̾̅ want us alive f̴̣̮̣̘̆̃͑ŏ̴̟̜r̴͇͛̄̊̚͜͝ ̸͔̤̤͈͍̜̱͖̏̓̊͝ͅs̸͓̙̮̻̩͆̌͐̐o̶̢̪͓̘̞̬̒̈́̈́̕m̵͇̳̩̀̍̆̈́̓̃́͘͜͝e̶̲̗̞͗̇̄̄̈́t̸̲̗̜̗̀͜h̶̩͉̃͌ing. Ţ̸̍̓̂͗̋͜h̶̩̪͗ͅe̸͓̩͂̈́̈́͘y̷͚̽̍͗̚͝ ̶͚͕͔͍̭͎̀͂͊̂̑́̾̚͘ͅcalled it ascending.
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[personal profile] takeatrip 2023-03-11 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
[It feels like making surviving 100% of his job right now is setting him up for failure, but he won't say that. There's no need to put any more pressure on her or anyone else trying to find everyone; he knows they're doing their best, he just isn't totally sure it's going to be enough.

He can't give a very useful answer to her questions, as he doesn't clearly remember what the Acolytes had said during before and after the ritual, and doesn't want to think about it. But he does know remember one part at least.]


Į̷͚̗̀͂̿̔̓̏ ̴̳̾̔̂̕̕͠d̷̠͆on't know, b̴̧̝̜̘͈̙͇͛̀͛͊̊͗u̴͔͗̈́̀̽̕t̴̢͎̺̼̹̫̪̆̂̾́̕ ̵̦̺̾͐̀̌̑ţ̵̠̦̟̗̆̑̏h̵͕̞̞̿́̇͌͋͝è̶̼̋͗̀̾̿͠y̴̱̠͎̗̰̋̅͌͝ ̷̦̮̥̾͋̌̌͝͝t̴̟́̽̋̑̀̿̕a̴̛̳͕͂̂͑ĺ̵̨̤̱͇̖͕̇̒̈́͝ͅk̶̢͕̟̝̈́̈́̐̆͊̕̚ͅe̶̮̠̎́̍͗̽̋ͅḑ̸̙͚̘͕̈͌ ̸̛̼̗͈̈̌̑̈̑a̶͇̎͘b̶̧̤̻̼̠̤̠̈̇̍̋̈́́ơ̶̢̧͓̳͋͐̄͗͛̍ͅṷ̴̙͉͎̭̥̇͋̓̾͊̌̕ṫ̵̜͔̫̪͕́̉͊͒̀͐ ̵͈̑͝ċ̷̱̲̤̭͌͊̆͝ö̸̢̘̫̼͕̯̝́m̸̢̱̪͇̋̾͊̑͆́͝muning with gods.
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[personal profile] takeatrip 2023-03-13 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
I̶͊̀̍ͅ ̴͕̖̀̎̄͐̑̚d̵̫̟͉̤͓̖͕̏̉̿̔̐̒ö̴̰́̓ṇ̶̼͎̇͋̍̿͝'̸̯̫͚͖̑̎̚͝t̸̢̞̭̊́̕ ̵̬͓̺͒̂͆̒̂̔͠ͅk̴̡̪̙̳̞̟͎̾͂̅͠ṇ̷̢̡̣̞̪͑̂̈͐̓͗̀ò̶͉͓̤͖w̶̭̳̫̒͝.̴̬͖̠̻̥͇̩͕̀͊͆̏̓́ Talking, maybe? Communicaṯ̶̳̺̄̎͝ỉ̶̘ͅn̵̠̆̌̎̌́̚͝͝ġ̵̠̖͎̙̋?

[The latter, perhaps, more than the former. But something sacrificial seems right too.]
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[personal profile] takeatrip 2023-03-14 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
Could be. D̶̨̨̡̖̪͚̍̄o̸̡̢̟̰͋́͌͋̓͝͠ņ̷̺͈͓̦͖͗̊̎̉͋̊'̵̟̫͈͋̈́̄͝ͅt̴͓̼̹̜͒ ̶̨̦̾k̸̰͙͕̻̙̒̍̆̂͝n̶̢͇̞̽̈́̆͛͒͘͠ơ̷̺̾̌̈́̅ŵ̵̞̖ ̴̨̢͒̉ì̷͕̰̞͛̏̚f̷͍̞͙̌̃̕ ̴͙͔̤̹̞̃̑̓̋̑͊̀̕ͅt̸̢̙̘̫̘̙̰͑̽̚̕͘̚hat's better or worse th̵̳͓̼̖̺̓̇̀̀̉ȃ̴̡͇̯̪̰͕̈ͅn̴̗̟̘̳̉͊͒͆̌̎̚͘ ̵̡̩̫̏ị̵̘͇̾̽͋t̸͈̗̺̓͠ ̶̧̺͎̖̙͚̊͆b̴̛͙̤́̄̀̌e̶̹͎̽̃̈͊͛̐̔ͅị̷̝̥͙̼̫̹̀̀̿̚ͅn̷̻̰̖̂̀̆̑̉͌̚ğ̴̫͉͕͓͖̌ ̷̬̙̣͇̞̤͓͔͂s̵͈̭͕̱̤̈̀̓̇̀͝o̷͚̜͆̃̚m̵̗̗͎͖̳̳͕͌͂ething else.

[Like the shrines just being alive somehow. Would that be better or worse than them being some sorts of gods, especially the kind that these Acolytes might be worshiping? He has no idea. This, like magic, is something he has no experience with.]
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[personal profile] takeatrip 2023-03-15 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
[Anything to lighten the mood is welcome, and really, any gods worth listening to should be talking through less creepy statues. Right? That sounds right. He supposes.

His ability to concentrate enough to send messages is really starting to fade now, but he quickly tries to think of anything she might not already know and might be useful. How much have others managed to relay? Maybe they should've been coordinating, that would've--

That's not a helpful train of thought right now and he struggles to refocus, though the already faulty connection is clearly suffering further now.]


S̴̼͂̈́̈́̆̑o̵͙͔̞͓̞̦̖͍͂̌̏̃̈́͂̈́̿m̵̩̬͍̑͒̂̇̂̐̚͝ę̴̛̞͖̫̝͓̳̅͠͝ ̸̧͈͖̣̈́s̶͇͙̹̱͆͌̕̚͝ò̸̘͍̯͍͕̃̉̏̒́̿͋ͅṛ̴̛͖̯̰͚̺͕̓́͐͐̚͜ţ̸̢̝͖͈͉̖̹̦͊̎̆̽ ̴̺̓̈́̈́̈͊̔̉̎͘o̴̢͖̞̲̳̳͊̽̊̆̎́͊͂͝f̷̡̭̠͔̫͎̙̀̌̆̊͜ ̴̡̨͓̹̝̼͌p̶͍̞̃i̷̧̡̛̮͍̹͓̝͍̊̀̆͂̅̓̏t or cave? Ơ̴̡̨̠͙͕̝̺̗͕r̴͈͕̝̈ ̷̛͕̮̽̌͑͗a̴̟̱̪̫͋́̚t̷̺̙͑̈́̅́̀͗̊͌̌ ̶̺͇̪̇̄̔͆̇̅̕͝l̷̛͕̑̐͐̍͛̋é̶̲̬̹̺̉̑̾̎̕a̷͈̰͍̫̭̟̓̊s̴͇̠͖̫̺̥͑̓t̴͚̹̓͋͆̀̾̑͘͜ ̸̡̢͍͉͙̖̼͉̻͆ḯ̴̥͕̰̞̮̱͓͔̉̐̍͆̂́͝ͅţ̶̢̛̭͎͉͚̂̆̅ ̶̭̜̲̰͓̦̜̳̆̈̒̎̌̌̈́͌l̸̲̍̈̍ͅô̶̯͉oks like it. It's m̶͇͍̲̄͐o̸̺̪̪̓̊̕s̵̻͈͑̆́͒͋̏̚͘͝ͅţ̸͔̥́̅͐͌͗̂͜ḻ̵̢̛̔͒͒̄̇̈́̓ỷ̵̡̫͖̩̄̽̑͗͘͜͝ ̵̢̖͕͖̩̜̳̥͊̔͒͠ͅo̷͇͉̗͊́̔̓̄͋̈́̃͝n̷̳̭̖͚̎̐̇͝ë̶͇̺̟̘̀̒̂͊͠ big area. Ț̴̥̝̮̒̏̈́̇͜h̸̩̾̒̀̑͜͝ė̷̳͋͌̆̃͘̚͝ŗ̴͍͇̜̝̘͓̀̎̍̈̆̔̎͝e̸̟̝̖̹̳̐̒̔͒'̶̧̳͙͍͙͈̣̦̪͂͑̉͘͝s̵͇̤̟̤͉̰̼͍̾́ͅ ̷̖̦̩̲̗̪̀́͒̀̈́̅̍̎m̶̧͍̞͔̭̗̼̬̻̏́̉͛̍́u̵̡̲͈̿͌̕s̴̺̻͗̓̃͆͐́̓͑̚h̸̳̃̈́̐̈́̒͠rooms and plants, and there's a well

[The message cuts off abruptly as he realizes something, not sure if it'll be useful or not, but it's something.]

T̵̖͇̦̙͕̝̮̯̊̑̂̈́͑̏͜h̵͔͇̟͇͓͎̒̾e̸̛̜̜̘̺̰̫͔͓̲̒͗̓̈́͒͝r̶͎̪̗̊̍͜e̷̲̯͍̊̏͒̑̌̉͛͝'̴̧̭̦͙͚̰͇̓͐́̃͒͒ṣ̸̯̿͗̇̇͗ͅ ̷̼̒a well, and it's dry a ̷̹͈͉̞̠̊̈́̎̑̈̂̀̈́ͅl̶̗̠̬̫̖͕̠̝͆o̶̝͔̬̝̳̞͔͖̣͗̏̍͒̑͘͠ţ̸̯̻̯̇̆̐̀̓̅,̷̧̢͎͈̝̮̋́͐̽̓̉̌̓ ̴̰̭̮̬̙̤̜̞̈̚ş̵͓͔̽͐̓̆̉ͅơ̸͔͔̠̲̣̐̍̇̈́͒̐͗ ̵̽́͜w̷̧̛̻͎̎͒̈̀̀̀̓ë̶̙́̾͒́́͛̾̀'̷͑ͅr̴̺̠͍̻̙̬̯̐͐̃̑̍͛͘͝e̶̫̭͆̈́̒͘͜͝͝ above the water tab̴̹̲̱̏̃̔̂̃͌̏̿͝l̶̡̮̮͕̪̺̖̓̎̿̉͠e̷̢͖̘͎̪̪͇͙̽.

[Being so far down but still above the water table must be unusual, right? It would be in his world, he thinks, at least narrowing down possibilities a little, but then again what does he know about wells? Not a lot.]
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[personal profile] takeatrip 2023-03-16 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
I'l̷͙̥̤̹͙̏̉l̵̡̥̪̠̠̩̬̍̋̓̉͆͘ ̸̞̙̮̮͙͛h̸̛̥̝̖͉̲̥͊̐͆͊̌̋̕ó̵͚͜ld you to ṫ̴̨͈̮̰̺̥̩̟̩̊̔̋͑h̶̢͕̜̩̱̹͎͇͋̈́͛͜at.

[He won't, of course. But he will take her suggestion to try to conserve some energy, starting now; he doesn't really have anything else useful to offer anyway.]