[ The way her heart skips a beat as warmth pebbles her skin is hard to go unnoticed. Not that she has half a mind of doing that. The entirety of her is awash in thoughts of him, of the way his fingers trace patterns against her skin and it feels to be underneath his gaze.
Indulgence is something she’s found herself grappling with as their time spent in Abraxas has gone on. Being selfish has proven to be a hurtful thing not necessarily to her, but those around her. And where she had once been able to turn a blind eye to the consequences, time, both during a time of war and then briefly as a god, has taught her that there was a time and place for both. She would always be selfish and she knew that. Digging her claws into those she deemed as hers would always be instinctual because they were hers as much as she was theirs.
But when else would she indulge if not right now?
She settles herself back against the pillows, languidly pushing him down in the process. Her lips curl while still managing to keep that perfectly feigned innocence on her face. ]
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Indulgence is something she’s found herself grappling with as their time spent in Abraxas has gone on. Being selfish has proven to be a hurtful thing not necessarily to her, but those around her. And where she had once been able to turn a blind eye to the consequences, time, both during a time of war and then briefly as a god, has taught her that there was a time and place for both. She would always be selfish and she knew that. Digging her claws into those she deemed as hers would always be instinctual because they were hers as much as she was theirs.
But when else would she indulge if not right now?
She settles herself back against the pillows, languidly pushing him down in the process. Her lips curl while still managing to keep that perfectly feigned innocence on her face. ]
I’ve always learned better by watching first.